Miss

I miss my beloved ANA. I miss every moment of our togetherness and wish there's another story that can be happily ever after.
I miss her warm hug, kiss, and when her in my arms. Feel like we're in the warmest place and don't want to be apart even a second. I still can't believe she ever said "Finally, I got you", such like a dream. I think that will be really "final" and she's my final love. Until she.... finalized our relationship. I miss her beside me. That's no more I can say.
I miss my sister MAD. She now is really busy. No stable communication or quality time. There's no more sharing our story and feeling. I miss when we're high schoolers once. She's easy to reach and we can exchange our moment. Slowly she gone further.
I miss MSD too. She's busy with her job now. She really had a hard time in her home, just like me, or even harder.
I miss MUI. I just feel uneasy if I talk with her frequently, because her boyfriend is my friend. I just don't want to make him feel bad, so I avoid.
I miss EP exactly before when she's being broken-hearted. She's a cheerful person and could bring me laughter bedore she changed after she's failed with her relationship.
I miss EN. She's going further after her relationship being better more and more than before. We usualy talk about our complicated relationship but I think I am the only one who has it. She is.... or was a good friend of me.
I miss CNP. She's my only one sister who always throw me promises of some help but sadly not one of them true to me. Yeah, stupid me. I'm too kind and give her time to have a good treat while she just took me like I'm just somebody that she used to know. She promise me will help me like I helped her but there's nothing. She just "I'm sorry I can't" blablabla the reason flew. I'm disappointed. I know she's busy, but don't promise sweet help that you can't. Now she has boyfriend so undoubtly she turned further than before. Well, skip her.
I miss APU. I miss my close relationship when I was senior high school. She's a lovely friend, we're best friend since junior high school. But she's gone once I graduate from high school. I thought she has a better life now.
I miss DCP. She's my first girl bestfriend ever. But I can't reach her since years ago. I don't know what happened
Why? Why all of them is female? Because I really have good communication with almost all of my bromance haha. They still can be reach. But these female..... Some changes make us further. I really miss all of them, but the first name is the who I miss the most really much even in everyday and everynight. :|